ok....with whatever i wrote on the previous 2 entries
i guess i'm officially a mad woman now
talkin to a guy fd of mine abt this....
he's like....urgh....yea, that's pretty crazy that u're still sending birthday messages to a guy who obviously doesn't give a shit
and for 10 fucking YEARS!!! you better take it easy....
ya....i guess so....never really thought abt this is smth crazy until this year....
eventhough i'd always taken it as just a friendly gesture,
it's not like he's dead....and if he doesn't reply and for so many years...it probably means nothing else but just he doesn't want to see me anymore.....nothing of that confidence shit....me trying to get back in touch with him is just me being crazy......too focus on my own thoughts but not others
ok no more no more....
no more happy birthday or merry christmas messages.....
i'd be better off wasting all these efforts on all my current guys.....
then appearing like a mad woman in front of him n ppl who know him...
mad woman i am......
it's in the genes....
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