thought of the day 110622 please don't talk to me i fall in love so easily

I don't want love so I kill all my friends
I don't want love to make me happy again
I don't want love even if it's all that remains
I don't want love so I have to kill all my friends

I don't want life to treat me this well
I don't want life, I wanna hide in my shell
I don't want life, please lock me up in a cell
I don't want life to treat me this well


But you're so young young young
and I'm so young young young too
So let's get beer and find something to do
And when we're done done done and nothing else is that fun
We'll go to sleep and I'll wake up next to you

Aaaaaaaaaaa, aaaaaaaa
Aaaaaaaaaaa, aaaaaaaa
Aaaaaaaaaaa, aaaaaaaa
Aaaaaaaaaaa, aaaa


I don't want work to change my behavior
I don't want work, no I'm not made for labour
I don't want work, so please don't do me no favour
I don't want work to change my behavior

And please don't talk to me I fall in love so easily
Please don't look at me, please just let me be
Please don't care about who I am or how I feel
Please don't ask me if it's real

Oh, but you're so young young young
and I'm so young young young too
Let's quit our jobs we got better things to do
Yeah, we can run run run until the summer comes
Then go to sleep and not wake up, not wake up, NOT WAKE UP for sometime

thought of the day 110618 hurt

if im gonna get hurt anyways, i want u to be the one whos hurting me

thought of the day 110618 集郵嗎

魔鬼與天使突然的重現，讓我對我的集郵大計作出重新的評估

thought of the day 110613 smile

you all said i have a nice smile
you all said my smile makes me special
but smiling doesnt always mean that im happy
im just trying to be polite n pretty

Song of the day 110607 Number One

懷念90年代的電子音樂
今天突然想起這手歌
不知道那一天才可以成為別人的number 1
我老事覺得number 1與我的命格不符
除自己外沒有人當我是number 1
everyone is created special some r more special than others
n i'm never special enough to be the one, the number one
i wanna be ur number 1......even it's only for one night.....
and it's tonight

thought of the da 110607是我無用

最近我常將我無用三個字掛在咀邊
對，一切都怪我沒有用
上司來問我事情為什麼做不好
我會理直氣壯的跟他説對不起是我無用
有用的話就不會轉五次工做十年事都停留在同一個職位上
唔會屈就係你間公司仔啦
別人問我有關男生的事情
我又是回答是我沒有用
長得好看hahaha卻抓不住男人的心
男朋友無個長連fbuddy都找不到
返正無得抵賴不能怪別人
一切都因為我無用

我看不清前路也不敢去想像
我無用, 不能勇敢踏上自己想要走的路
完全沒有目標
歲月一天一天被蹉跎
這十幾年來沒有一天輕鬆過
少至連買麵包開電視都要擔心
我的意志我的自信一天一天一點一點被磨滅
有的只是一個自信精靈的外殼
內心其實很不安
我常自嘲
除了因為我以為funny外,
我是真得蠻自悲的
我也知道這樣不好
但就是這樣
就是這樣不完美

thought of the day 110604 不再讓你孤單

一直以來很少去電影院
前幾天經過看到一張海報就被電影的名稱吸引住
決定週六休息時去看反正想不到其他節目
看報紙上說導演故意把名稱改成「不再讓你孤單」來吸引女觀眾
他的strategy成功了
早上九點多也有超過一半的入座
大慨八成是女的
很多都跟我一樣一個人去看
看來孤單旳女仕真多呀
電影故事有點天方夜譚
但我想沒人管
進去看的人就是要哭一下而已
証明自己有多孤單
我也一樣
當舒淇抱住劉燁哭訴連啞巴都有人要自己卻沒有的時候
我想的也是一樣豬排港女都有人要就是我要自己一個
別人跟我說只要我要就會有
問我為什麼老是一個人
你不就是在回答你自己的問題嗎
我也不想老是自己一個呀
但又有誰會跟我說一句不再讓你孤單
這也是在電影裏才會出現的對白吧