thought of the day 101231 the year of REALIZATION

this year is coming to an end......and yet again, i'm writing a blog to review....
it's been what....the third year or forth that i wrote a blog reviewing what i've done in the past year?
if 2009 is the year of change, then 2010 is the year of REALIZATION.....
yes, REALIZATION is the word
i'd come to realize that change doesn't last
i'd come to realize that both aging and relastionship doesn't really matter anymore....they will both come by without u noticing it (well, not when they're leaving though, they both hella hurt when they leave)
i guess i've become more mature....i've grown
i've realized that i am in another stage of womanhood.....
yes, being older might mean looking older and less fit...(hell yes....i obviously gained some weight and wrinkles this year)
but this doesn't make me less attractive....i kinda realize what drawn ppl to me.....
no need to worry about running out of supply
(hahahahahaha........diu.....i'm so 7, but actually, this isn't smth i should be proud of, who need those kind of supply anyways?)
work wise it has come to a bottle neck....
yes, i've changed to a new job....
yes, this is smth i've been looking for, no need to go to china no more, not too busy, working in an office with the view of victoria harbour, co workers not too hard to deal with...
but wat's next......am i all settled?
is this how much money i'm gonna make for the rest of my life?
thinking abt it.....it's not only my job that has come to a bottleneck....
my whole life is in a bottle neck.....i'm so stuck...
resolution for the new year???
god knows....staying alive perhaps?

thought of the day 101228 (2) 殺我一個措手不及

承蒙諸位公子的青睞,小女子不勝感激,但實在無福消受
原來跟諸位的關係已昇華到不用呃不用tum的階段
friend到一切用問就可以,是嗎?
我是一個很straight forward的人
但現在發現做人有時候還是宛轉一點好
被你們這樣一問
殺我一個措手不及
直接說"不"怕聽起來太認真
不說到明又怕你們以為我在假正經
我真的從來就當你們是好朋友,
沒有遐想應該也沒有作出過有意無意間的挑逗
謝謝一路以來對我的支持與維護
要因為這樣而從今以後疏遠嗎?
難道又回到男跟女有沒有真正友誼的leung話題上???
請各位不要對號入坐, 我不是在說你 hahaha

thought of the day 101228 怎樣過

不要問我聖誕節怎樣過
不要問我新年會怎樣過
不要問我..都不要問我
我每天都這樣子過

thought of the day 101212 yet another nice song

yet another nice song i heard from the readio today
found it with the help of Schazam
with my favorite actress drew barrymore as well
"way back into love" enjoy......

i've been lonely for so long.......:(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y9uk2eFTbVY&feature=related

they won't let me embed it

thought of the day 101211 麻目

為什麼我最近都沒有在寫blog?
沒有時間嗎?不是, 我閒著的時間可多著呢
不想寫嗎, 不是呀, 我都常掛住我的thought of the day 呢
不過最近好像都沒有甚麼想法
麻木了吧
對生活的一切都沒甚麼感覺
每天都過著刻板的生活
別人問我
any plans for christmas?
沒有呀.....聖誕 is just another day
對於生活已沒有甚麼期待
再特別再不一樣也不過是這樣
生命只需要你活著
事情自然會發生, 不須要你去尋找
不需要你去安排
一切都不在你掌握中
我不是悲觀, 我只是實際

http://www.flickr.com/photos/yahooeditorspicks/galleries/72157625544979000/

http://www.cnngo.com/shanghai/life/interview-karen-mok-dont-go-looking-love-wait-it-come-find-you-634148

thought of the day 101130 我永遠的性感女神

前幾天在地鐵看到你新片的宣傳海報
天呀!!!
我永遠的性感女神Vanessa Paradis.......
現在.....
已經是johnny depp女兒的媽
還有點乾乾的

oh.......懷念那個你還是baby的年代